A sudden EXPLOSION!!!

Damn!!! I just received an SMS message from a course mate and that message has truly spoilt my mood!!! Serious. The moment I received that message and read it, I felt terrible, like as if my mood has just plunged down from the 60th Floor of KOMTAR!! I don’t know whether it should be considered as fated (stupid fate again???) or a blessing in disguised (like what Dad said). It’s just the same feeling when I was surprisingly shockingly offered a place in this university. It’s the feeling of ambiguity. And I just HATE HATE HATE to be uncertain of what will happen or how is it like, and this and that. Now, I just can’t concentrate, can’t study at all cuz my brain is full of question marks! CHEEBYE!!! I’m an optimistic person ok, BUT that doesn’t mean that I can tolerate ambiguity!

Earlier, my course mate went to check and found that the ‘majoring results’ have been released. He told me that I was offered a place to major in EBIC, which stands for E-business & Industrial Computing. Bloody hell!! That’s my THIRD choice! How come I didn’t get my first choice??? Shit la! Now I really feel like a TRASH. Like a SAMPAH, being kicked here and there, and finally end up in EBIC!!!! WTF??? How could my faculty treat me, a first class student like that???? Is that the way they recognize and appreciate promising students like me???? Not fair!! They should have given me the one I chose!!!! Oiii, top students should always be given the main priority ok!!! Farking shit man!! Are you people blind???? Hello??? Put me back into the one I chose!!!

And I reached the climax of the explosion when he told me that I was offered a place to major in EBIC due to my wonderful results. What the fark has my results got to do with my THIRD choice???? Does it mean that if I’m a loser with barely average results, I’ll get my first choice???? Fark la!! I guess it’s still the same case, where they prioritize the stupid quota thingy and gladly offer throw uncountable places to idiots, like those monkeys, cobras and penguins!!! Farking shit! Those morons will only screw up everything they do ok; immaterial of which major you offer them!! So, what’s the point of pleasing them with their preferred choices???? CHEEBYE!!!

Damn it!!! How could they do this to me???? I can’t be facing a computer without going online all the time!!! Of all time, they tell us this stupid news before our final exams!!! How am I to focus on my exams????

Stupid IDIOTS, lame bastards!! You dickheads and pussies are all useless pieces of shits, self-centered moronic assholes!!! Go ahead and spoon-feed the people of your own breed so that they’ll continue to be LOSERS, contributing to the country’s economic slump! And they’ll definitely be useless subordinates working under people like ME, kowtow-ing forever with no future prospects, neither in job promotions nor rise in salaries! Isn’t that wonderful???

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Later, when I went to my faculty’s office to check the ‘majoring results’, I was near to explosion again! But, luckily I managed to control myself. I got ignited when I saw the names of three bloody useless pigs listed under the major of their choices! FARKING IDIOTS!!!! Just because these two farkers and pussy always popularize themselves by polishing the lecturers’ balls, that doesn’t mean that they should get their first choices!!! DAMN THOSE CHEEBYE BALLS’ POLISHERS!!!!!!!

But, but….I’m glad that they are no where near me!!! Those morons didn’t get the same major as me, meaning that I won’t be seeing their keh si keh si (pretentious) CHEEBYE faces!!! So, they can just go and DIE DIE DIE FAR, FAR away from me!!!!!

Read my lips....

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This is a continuation from my previous post regarding the games in our lives. I drafted this article a month ago and I think I should post it up now before it gets longer and longer…haha!

Just like everyone else, I’ve played lots of games to be who I am today. Yet, I know I still have many more to go. And now, I’m telling you that I’ve just ended a game, and am about to start another one. My mind and soul have been wearily wandering for quite sometime, always with the company of deep thoughts. (Yes, I ponder a lot and I’m sure my beautiful hair will turn grey soon! Hehe…) And I finally found the answer, the best solution to what I’ve gone through. Therefore, I want YOU, the one reading this article right now to be my witness! I would like to make a vow. I want to promise myself a few things….

I’m currently entering a phase of changes. From now onwards, I promise NOT to think about him anymore. Even though he was truly a perfect dream and it’s a waste that we’re not together and blah, blah, blah (*yawns!)…I MUST ignore and forget the whole thing! After all, it has been 6 months of silence ever since the last call and email. And I find myself stupid, foolish enough to continue becoming useless and hopeless. I’ve had enough, and I’m glad to declare that I’m back to my old self, the one who has been strong in enduring every single challenge in life. Life has been quite static but it’s time to wake up. Now, I’m listening to the songs that used to remind me of him, to forget him. It’s just like what I mentioned about the games in my previous post. I started the game with these songs, and now, I’m ending it with them. Weird huh?? Hmmm…

I admit that his short presence in my life has truly changed everything, in the way I live, in the way I perceive things, in every single angle of life but I’m going back to my true self, of course with a new and much mature personality. Even though, everything suddenly turned 180 degrees and our relationship didn’t work out, I’m still glad that God sent this ‘angel’ to me. Because of him, I managed to delete all the bad memories and my previous histories. But now, it’s time to let him go. Let him out of my heart, out of my mind, out of my soul. I’m going to delete his hand phone and office contact numbers, and also all the mails he sent me. I’m going to delete my account in FriendCircles too cuz that’s the place where we used to keep in touch, besides sending/replying SMSes and emails. Just want to thank him for being a part of my life to keep me going when I was down.

No matter how, life still has to go on. And I proudly confirm that I’m keeping my fingers crossed and will be back on track, to achieve my goals. I will NOT think of him again as it’s really a waste of time. Whether he’s mine or not, it doesn’t matter anymore as time has proven everything. If he’s mine, no matter how many degrees of turn or how many years of silence, he’ll be back. But, I don’t want to know and don’t want to care about this anymore. And I’m NOT hoping for it to happen too. God knows what is best for me. All that matters now is my future cuz at this moment of life, I thirst for success more than a man. Even though I stated all my greedy wishes in two of my previous posts, there’s one (a combination of those wishes), which is VERY important to me since young. All the while, I’ve been a highly self-motivated person, and until today, I’m still one. It took me lots of hard work and effort to be here today, pursuing tertiary education. Actually, I’ve never applied for and never wanted to be in this university, but I was offered a place here. How ironic!

I wasn’t supposed to be here but everything seems to be fated. I was supposed to be in another country, sponsored by a scholarship (I managed to secure an international scholarship actually, but they rejected me after knowing my results. Bloody hell!!) to pursue a well-known degree studies in a prestigious university. But, fate turned its back on me, cruelly ‘killed’ me at the most crucial time of my life, during ONE of the papers in the STPM exams. I used to be the best student in that subject, and had even received numerous awards back in Form 6, but it was really shocking to achieve an ugly grade for it. I was appalled until I dare not face my beloved teacher/friend, Mr.Ho who taught that subject. He had expected me to get an A but I let him down. I didn’t meet him when the results were released, as I knew I would break down and cry in front of him. I told him the bad news via email. One month later, I finally went back to meet him after I got adapted to the shocking news. The most difficult part about the bad news was how to face my parents, Mr.Ho and also myself.

Life was really hell at that time, the moment when I couldn’t shed tears when I felt like crying and the moment when I couldn’t even smile when I wanted to laugh. The sudden ugly change in fate was a great blow to me, as I knew my dreams and beautiful plans were all dashed because of it. BUT, it’s all over now. Failure is not the end to everything. I realized that it was just a temporary fall and that I have to be strong to get up to start all over again. It took me quite sometime to recover from the sudden shock. And, I finally accepted my destiny, to be here, in a local public university, located exactly in the middle of the jungle, pursuing a course that I’ve never heard before. Dad told me that being offered a place in this university might be a blessing in disguised. When the STPM results were released, he reminded me, “It doesn’t matter where you’re going to, just as long as you have the qualities, you’ll definitely do well in everything, where ever you are” and until today, what he told me on that fateful day is still very clear in my mind.

Ever since I first step into this place, I reminded myself millions of times to be tough. I collected enough strength and courage to register on the first day, to brave through a dull jungle life. I told myself no matter where I go, just as long as I focus on my dreams, plans and hopes, my future would be nicely shaped and that I will achieve everything that I’ve always wanted in life. Now, I’m glad that I got used to the life here. Adapting to the jungle isn’t really that difficult even though there were times when I was really sad, stressed and had wanted to give up in everything.

Now, I’m making another promise, which is to focus on my career/future. I’ve been an ambitious freak since young but it has been quite some time since the last thought about my nicely shaped future. Therefore, I promise to do my very best in everything that’s coming along my way, just as long as it would help to build my career the way it’s desired. At the moment, nothing else is more important than my priority of succeeding in life. Recently, I realized that everything that happens to us is just an answer to the questions we frequently asked, like these, “If other people can succeed in life, why can’t I?” “If other people can score good grades, why can’t I?” “If other people can change his/her fate from a poverty stricken family to become a multimillionaire, why can’t I?” Since young, I’ve never believed in fate. Until today, I still think that we are able to control almost everything in life (I think I should exclude love and relationships) as our future lies in our own hands. It’s not about God, luck or chance; it’s all about you. It’s you yourself who determine your own future. You have the power to shape your own future provided you pour in countless efforts to build it as nothing comes easily without any hard work. Even God can’t do anything if you don’t make an initiative, cuz He will only help those who help themselves. But sometimes, certain things that happen in our lives are just inexplicable. There’s always a reason behind everything, be it good news or bad news. Maybe, it’s just a test from God to make us stronger.

Thus, I’m making it clear to myself (you don’t need to bother this part actually, hehe…) that from now on, I’m temporarily declaring myself as ‘single BUT not available’ AGAIN. I don’t know how long this temporary period would last but I’m definitely NOT shutting myself to flirts and male friends! So, don’t avoid or run away from me ok! LOL…I remember setting this status a few years back, and it really worked out, making me quite successful in the things I did, but it was a bad news and painful rejection to a few blokes. Hehe, sorry guys, I’m the type who really mean it when it comes to setting or declaring a serious statement, BUT if there’s someone who is special enough to inspire me and further enhance the possibility or ability to achieve my goals, then I might consider. That’s how he dominated my brain heart actually, where he has truly influenced and inspired me when I was at the lowest point of my life. In fact, I was using that ‘single BUT not available’ status when he came into my life. Somehow, that fella managed to enter my heart. Oh well, fated again??? Stupid fate thingy…

Ahh, it feels great to be able to pour everything out! I’ve never expressed or told anyone about how I felt when I was terribly traumatized by the STPM results. No one would really understand how I felt. At that moment, I didn’t even know how to release the sadness and disappointment even though I have a few close friends of whom I could relate this to. Anyways, everything is over and I’m glad that I’m a much stronger person today! (*Ahem!) Now, I just hope that I won’t be seeing or meeting him anymore, anytime in the future, either accidentally or purposely cuz I don’t want this whole thing to be a vicious cycle. I just don’t feel like it. It’s not about hating him or running away from reality, it’s just that everything is over! I just don’t want to see him… So, if I were to bump into him one of these days, I guess I’ll just act stupid, ignore and walk pass him! (Until today, I still can’t hate him, I don’t know why! The normal style has always been to hate a guy after it’s game over, right?? But this one is weird enough…hmmm)

Besides all the promises I made earlier, I’d like to add another one, which sounds more like a hope. As you may have realized it from my previous posts, I found myself living in tranquility and serenity with the presence of our Heavenly Father. Therefore, I really hope that I could fill up my life with the love of God, entering His kingdom in the name of Jesus Christ. I’m not really pious but I know what I’m up to. Oh well, how many promises did I make?? OMG!! I think I’ve lost count of it…blah!! Actually, it doesn’t matter how many promises I made, as the most important thing is that I’m serious in whatever I’ve promised. Nothing can stop me or negatively influence me from reaching my goals. I pray that God would answer my prayers; always blessing and guiding me in everything I do. Hey, I just realized it! What I wrote here isn’t really about me only; it could help you too! So, are you inspired??? Damn, I guess I have potentials to be a counselor! LOL…

It's a game...

Ever realized that we are actually leading a life, which is similar to a game? The only difference is that we play a few or many games in our lives (one at a time or simultaneously) but we only live once in this world. Just like a game, everything has its beginning and ending, be it happy or sad, willingly or forcefully played. One thing for sure is that each game that we play has its effect on us.

Most of the time, we start each phase of the game by slowly adapting to it, but as the whole phase reaches the ending part, you find it difficult to conclude. But a game is a game! Once it’s started, you have to end it when you reach the last part, no matter how difficult it is to stop playing the game. And life’s just like that, comparable to a few or many games. Sometimes, you find yourself hating the game you’re playing but you can’t end it just like that. At other times, you find yourself loving a game so much that you wouldn’t want to stop playing even though it has already ended.

Actually, it doesn’t matter whether you win or lose in the games you played. The most significant value is that we learn and grow through every single game we play. There are times when a game might just influence you, transform you into a different person, just like a newborn baby. These games would build and shape us into the type of person we portray to the world. But a game is still a game! It has its own rules and regulations. It’s definitely not an easy task to play each of these games. Whether you like it or not, you still have to play these games as they are the components forming our whole lifetime. Winning or losing in these games is just an indication or the reason behind every single thing that happens in our lives.

* Too complicated??? Can’t understand me??? LOL! You don’t need to…cuz I’m good or rather insane in talking about the philosophies of life. Yeah, I certainly know that all these are lousy craps to you. And I’m sure that you’re probably yawning and cussing away while reading this post. Hehe…bear with it. I’m in the mood to write this type of articles.

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To be continued...

P/s: To ONE of my boyfriends flirts, Z, I’d like to wish you all the best in Hong Kong. Even though, you’ll only be there for a few months, I guess I’m going to miss you the mental stimulations. Hehe…Anyways, safe journey, perform well to impress your company, enjoy your stay there, take care, and don’t forget to keep condoms in your pocket! =P

Langkawi, here I come...

Yes, I’m talking about that beautiful island, located to the north of Penang Island off straits of Malacca. Well, I’ll be going to Langkawi at the beginning of my next semester. The best part is that it’s going to be a fully paid trip!!!! YAY!!!

The lecturer who was the advisor and also one of the team members in my project in the business plan competition has suggested organizing a free trip to that beautiful island. He was obviously overjoyed with the results of the competition. He insisted on celebrating the ‘win’ in a special way. He’s planning to bring his family and the four of us (plus that idiot) to Langkawi. Besides, another lecturer will be joining too. He’ll be there with his family.

WOW!!! Amazing isn’t it?? We didn’t really win anything but I’M GOING TO LANGKAWI FOR FREE!!! Hehehe… Hmm, I’ll have the opportunity to snap lots of photos. Not only the photos of panoramic views of the island but also the photos of that idiot!! Hehe, I’m sure you want to catch a glimpse of him right??? Kekeke…With the help of Photoshop, don’t worry…he’ll look ‘handsome’ in Ilovetiramisu.blogspot.com!! =P

Leave me alone!!! I just wanna sleep...

What would you do if someone or a few people were to disturb you until you couldn’t get a restful sleep?? I’m a self-declared sleeping queen and I just hate to be disturbed, especially when I’ve already shut down my processor, slowly dying dozing off! I had been very busy for the past two months, doing my project, assignments, preparing for quizzes and exams and also joining the non-beneficial compulsory activities. I was so damn busy until I don’t even have the time to eat, sleep or even shit! When I finally have all the time in the world to do just about anything, morons appeared to destroy my plans! Cheebye! I was so farking annoyed!!!!

I’ve waited for this day, for ages!! Yesterday was the last day of classes, cuz we’ll be having our final exams, starting next week till the end of the month. It was supposed to be a wonderful day to die sleep, ignoring every single thing in mind. Yet, idiots disturbed me at the ‘perfect’ time when I wanted to have a 2-hour nap. During those two hours, my hand phone just can’t stop ringing! I wanted to switch it off but I was afraid that my parents would get excessively worried and paranoid if they couldn’t reach me.

As it was raining heavily, it’s really heaven to die sleep early. But, I can’t sleep straightaway till the next morning without setting the alarm clock, as I’m still zero percent prepared for the finals!! I remember sleeping at about 9pm. After just a few minutes, the first idiot called.

Stink Bomb: Hello, is this Tiramisu?
Me: Yes, who’s on the line?
Stink Bomb: I’m Teh, your classmate.
Me: Who????
Stink Bomb: I’m the Chinese guy.
Me: Which Chinese guy?
Stink Bomb: I’m from the same class with you.
Me: I know-lah but which class???
Stink Bomb: The Giant Penguin’s class. I’m the guy with spectacles.
Me: Hello! There are many other guys with specs in class. After all, our class is way too big to know every guy ok. So, who are you????
Stink Bomb: I’m Teh, the Chinese guy with specs. I’m a junior.
Me: Oh, you should have told me earlier that you’re a junior….(and the conversation continued…)

Guess what? It was an unexpected phone call from the weirdo with smelly armpits! I don’t know how the hell he got my contact number but can’t he just call someone else from the class???? Am I the only one in the class??? Damn!!! Of all time, he called when I was just about to doze off! Farking shit! I almost exploded when it took him ‘years’ to introduce himself. In actual fact, I don’t know his name but can’t he just go straight to the point by telling me that he’s a junior and what the fark he wanted to know from me???? Besides his poor telephone skills, he was obviously mumbling throughout the conversation. His call made me feel like I was deaf, having to repeat “Huh??” “Come again?” “What did you say?” over and over again. After being ‘deaf’ for a while, I continued to curl under the blanket and dozed off within seconds. After some time, the next idiot called.

Chao: Hello, Jolyne ah? That BBQ gathering is blah, blah, blah. So, yadda, yadda, yadda…then, blah, blah, blah…and yadda, yadda, yadda…
Me: Hello??? Hello?? Oi, Who are you?? Stop it! I’m not Jolyne!!
Chao: Huh?? You’re not Jolyne?? Then, who are you??
Me: I’m Tiramisu lar. You called the wrong person!
Chao: Oh, is it? Sorry ya! By the way, are you going to the BBQ gathering??
Me: I don’t think so. I’m not free on that day.
Chao: I see. Anyway, I’m really sorry to disturb you. I got to call Jolyne now. Bye.

This blur fella, Chao is one of my course mates. How irritating can it be when you pick up the phone and you straightaway hear someone yakking non-stop, thinking that you’re the person that he wanted to talk to?? Bloody hell! I shouldn’t have answered his phone call! Wasted my precious time only! When I was about to continue snoozing, my hand phone rang AGAIN!!! This time, I was so damn pissed off that I knew I was going to explode!

Idiot 3: Hello?
Me: Hello?
Idiot3: Hello?
Me: Hello??
Idiot 3: Hello?
Me: Oii, who the hell are you??? Stop saying hello, will you???
Idiot 3: Kau siapa?? Kenapa marah-marah??
Me: Awak tu siapa pula??
Idiot 3: Cakaplah kau tu siapa…
Me: Saya ni manusia ke, hantu ke, binatang ke, pun tak berkaitan dengan awak! Awak yang telefon ke sini tapi tanya pula saya ni siapa! Gila ke??
Idiot 3: Kenapalah garang sangat?? Takkan tak boleh sembang?
Me: Hello! Saya tak kenal awak! Kalau awak tu senang sangat, pergilah cari orang lain untuk sembang. Ataupun pergilah bermain dengan diri sendiri! I’M NOT INTERESTED TO CHAT WITH YOU, MORON!
Idiot 3: Ala, takkanlah tak boleh sembang?
Me: Ohh, tentu boleh kalau awak nak tempah BATU NISAN untuk diri sendiri! Saya boleh bagi diskaun!
Idiot 3: Batu nisan??? (…and the line was cut off!)

As I lie down to continue my journey to dreamland, my alarm clock rang. Farking shit! Felt like I didn’t sleep at all! Thanks to all the idiots who made up my day! Anyways, the 3rd idiot’s contact number is 013-5451399. Please befriend him! He’ll be delighted to receive your phone calls!

Now, I still feel like shit for not having enough sleep! Three morons spoilt my day. Haih!! I just can’t wait for my finals to end, so that I could die sleep ‘forever’ without any disturbances! Well, I still have 18 days to go, to be back to civilization! Once back in Penang, I’ll have ample time to sleep. Oh, I can’t wait to go back!!! Is there a fast forward button or something to make the time pass faster????

I can't stop smiling!!!

Yesterday was a day full of satisfaction. I’ve never felt such contentment before and I was obviously seen smiling, stretching from my left ear to the right, to almost everyone I met! I slept with a smile too! LOL…

After slogging for about 4 weeks on the Business Plan Competition organized by a real estate company, the efforts and hard work have finally paid off. Even though there was an idiot who had done almost nothing, we (three mighty corporate women) had successfully come up with a professional business plan of 60 over pages. This project has truly exposed us to the real business experience. At the end of the day, we were named The Best Undergraduate Group in the competition! And the best part was the announcement made during the prize giving ceremony after the presentation sessions.

“This group (my group) is not only the best undergraduate group but they’ve also beaten 13 other groups of students pursuing their masters. Unfortunately, they only managed to secure the 11th placing behind 10 other groups of masters’ students with a slight difference of 0.3 points in the total score compared to the 10th group. BUT, this group has truly proven to all of us that they (the undergraduates) too can perform better than the students of postgraduate studies.”

OMG!!! Until now, I’m still exhilarated even though we didn’t really win any big prize as the cash prizes were only meant for the top three groups. It was really satisfactory that I managed to achieve something from this competition through countless efforts and cooperation with my two other friends. It was really a great challenge and I personally enjoyed the adrenalin rush when we were slogging on this project. No matter how, I still consider myself a winner as I’ve done my best to reach the target. Oh, I’m so happy! Anyways, I was the CEO of my group in this project. So does that mean that I have the capabilities to be a future CEO???? Hehehe…

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It took us the whole day to wait for the prize giving ceremony. I spent hours ‘enjoying’ the presentation sessions conducted by the top 10 groups. Some of them were quite interesting while the rest were dull. But, I had a temporary entertainment through out the day. My eyes had a ‘feast’ yesterday!! It feels good to be surrounded by smart people, especially the intelligent career-minded men!

There was one who’s so smart looking that I can’t stop staring at him for the whole day! He looks like he’s about 25 years old, neat and tidy, fresh and smart looking, not sissy, not skinny and has a very professional look. OMG!!! He’s so cool and stylish! Unfortunately, I couldn’t electrocute his eyes as he was sitting at another side of the hall. I think he’s hot but my friends think that I have a weird taste, which is quite true. They classified him as very plain looking but I was so fascinated to see him that I couldn’t be bothered with what my friends were yakking about. Well, I guess looks can be deceiving cuz I’ve met lots of brainless leng chais. So, being handsome alone is rather useless if a man is a ding-dong! Anyways, this bloke’s group got third! See?? Brainy men have their own attractions!

While eyeing him, there was a smart looking Indian man who kept me and my friends entertained. He was sitting in front of me and couldn’t tolerate some of the boring presentations. So, he turned to the back and chatted with me us almost the whole day, except for the time when it was his turn to present his group’s project. He was quite friendly, talkative and could be seen very excited about this project. He himself was amazed with my group’s performance that he couldn’t stop asking about the whole thing.

There’s another one who was obviously staring at me all the time. I don’t know whether he was interested in me or that he found my friends and I irritating as we were quite noisy. So, maybe he got pissed off but when we were quietly paying attention to one of the interesting presentations, he was still looking at me! I told my friends in Hokkien, “What the hell is he looking at?? Look some more and I’ll ‘scoop’ his eyes out! Hehe…” Later, I found that this tall and moderate looking fella is also from Penang. Shit!!! He must have known what I said earlier. OMG!! Anyways, this intelligent fella who was the CEO of his group emerged as the overall winner. WOW!!!

So, I guess it’s not only about the satisfaction gained from the competition. It’s also the great feeling being surrounded by brainy people. Yes, I find it enticing to be encircled by intelligent people, both men and women. Most importantly, these people exude professional characters and they speak fluent English. Well, it’s not an obsession towards intelligent, English speaking people but you’ll understand if you come over here, to my university. It’s rather difficult to find anyone who speaks fluent English that can be considered as professional and intelligent as well. Well, maybe it’s because I’m English educated. It’s not that I despise other people or that I’m an expert in the language, but I find it a great turn off if someone can’t speak fluent English. You get the idea.

Ok, back to the topic! I'm very happy and contented!!! Please kill me to stop me from bloating due to too much of excitement and satisfaction! Gosh! I’m still smiling, this time to a computer! If I don’t stop, I might be sent to the Hospital Bahagia at Tanjung Rambutan soon! Haha…

Just an announcement...

Hello, thanks for reading my blog. This post is not directed to anyone in specific. So, please don’t get me wrong and don't be so perasan case (over sensitive)!

Firstly, I’d like to make it clear to everyone who reads my blog, whether you’re a stranger, an old friend or an acquaintance. Please do NOT reveal my real identity (if you really know who I am!) to anyone out there. I would appreciate it if you think that my blog is interesting or that yours is better, or mine sucks, until you feel like telling the whole wide world about Tiramisu. I’d be glad if there are more people reading my blog, whether they like it or not BUT bear in mind that I would like to maintain my anonymity.

I enjoy blogging with an anonymous identity as I get to express myself better. Besides, this blog shows the real me. So, I really hope that you would understand and respect my rights to remain unknown. If you already know my real identity, just keep it to yourself AND don’t ask me about this blog when we meet up. Just act stupid and pretend that you don’t know anything about my blogging ok! Don’t tell me your opinions or views about my articles when you meet me in person cuz I DON’T want to know! I don’t see any need of discussing about my blog articles with you, so don’t be a lousy kaypo (busybody) fella!

*P/s: I’m going to repeat again! PLEASE BE INFORMED THAT I WANT TO REMAIN ANONYMOUS! You may promote my blog BUT please DON’T reveal my real identity or you shall be sent to the gallows if you’re caught red-handed! Hehehe… Anyway, feel free to comment if you want to. I’m open to comments, if you feel like scolding or cussing, just go ahead as Tiramisu.blogspot.com is a place with freedom of speech!

Thanks a lot!

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