Tuesday, September 20, 2005

The big fuss about that word…

Did the word, “flings” in my previous post make you think of me as a wild lady?? Haha…gotcha!! I purposely used that word and most of my friends who read my blog made a big fuss about it. Awww…c’mon, do you really think I’m that kind of a person? I’m not that type ok, still very innocent (*ahem!) and I don’t think I’d be one anytime in the future…

LOL…




The list of my greedy wishes continues…

  • To obtain a scholarship, if possible The British Chevening Scholarship Program for my postgraduate studies…(It has been a childhood dream to study abroad but I didn’t have the opportunity to actualize it due to financial constraints and some other reasons. Damn! If I hadn’t suffered from a severe gastric pain and gut infection during one of my papers while sitting for the STPM exams, I guess I’d be studying at a prestigious university in Singapore and sponsored by a scholarship now!)

  • To work in a Multinational Company in a big city, earn a high salary; hold a high position in the company’s organizational chart with 101% of job satisfaction…(Yes! I’m an ambitious freak! I’m a guaranteed future workaholic too! Haha…)

  • To contribute to the society…(Hey, I’m not kidding ok! I’ve always dreamt of building special homes for the poor and the less fortunate. Ai sehhh!! I’m such a kind-hearted person, but, without money, I can’t do anything!)

  • To get married to Mr. Right somewhere around the age of 26/27/28, have lovely kids, grandchildren…(I fear that this wish might just be an unrealized wish, and that I’ve to be a spinster! Gosh!!! Unless, I simply say yes to any idiot Tom, Dick or Harry…but, but…when I was in Form 5, I dreamt of being married to a man in a church wedding!! Ohhh, that dream was unforgettable but who is that man?? Hello??! Where are you?? …OMG! I sound so desperate! LOL)

  • To have a good health all the time…(I consider myself weak at times. I once fainted 4 times in a year! I frequently complain about gastric problems and gut infection. Well, maybe that’s the reason to why I always eat to keep myself fully energized. Damn!! No wonder I don’t even have a slim chance to own a body like Jessica Alba’s)

  • Travel to anywhere around the globe anytime I like without having to worry about financial issues…(erm, I’d like to go to places with beautiful panoramic views like Japan, Korea, Hong Kong and every part of Europe)

  • To have more close friends, both male and female.


  • *P/s: These greedy wishes of mine are NOT arranged according to preference. Therefore, there’s no clear indication of which dream / wish is my main priority!


    All right, I think that’s all that I could think of but did you realize something? How possible it is for a woman to focus on 2 different aspects in life? She wants to further her studies, go after her ambitious dreams of becoming a successful career woman and at the same time, attends to her boyfriend, gets married and takes care of her family??? Shit!! This question has been bugging me for quite some time and I still don’t have the answer. Do we really have to choose either one? Can I be greedy enough to choose both?? Do you have the answers to these questions? Well, I guess I need to think and discuss this topic with a few people first. Will blog about this soon ok!

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