Ever been in a situation where you think you’re about to start something you’ve experienced before? It’s that same kind of feeling, the time when you feel excited, and intimidated simultaneously. When the question mark in the brain gets bigger, it’s really making you worried. All sorts of questions would pop up uncontrollably, leaving you feeling uncomfortable and insecure.
You would wonder whether this is a journey into the same cycle you’ve just exited. Is it a vicious cycle? Nobody can answer this unless you continue the journey and find the answer yourself. Like I mentioned before in many previous posts, there’s risks to bear in everything we do. It’s either you gain something or lose it. Damn, this is scary!
Gaining something would be pleasant but losing something?? Oh no… if things didn’t turn out right, we’ll just lose it (Damnit! I’m not talking about the flower issue, you perverts! *rolls eyes*). Once lost, it’s rather difficult to get back into the previous situation again. And it would be an uncomfortable encounter for you and whoever that’s involved in the situation.
Arrghh…I’m not a coward but all those questions really got me thinking. Should I continue the journey? Is there strong evidence that this journey is going to be fruitful? Is there any possibility that we could at least maintain the previous comfortable stage if things turned out the opposite way? Bleh…. God knows! Enough of brain exercises, I’m off! Ciao!
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