What makes a day's work complete

...Check emails or pretend to check office emails. (a.k.a "snake around")

...Work (Staring at several excel sheets on my office's Dell flat screen, super-slim monitor until my eyes go blind! Worse still, I'm not reading or typing words but I look and organize uncountable part numbers like 0102158-005, 0280101-003, etc....Damn, I don't mean to complain actually. I still love numbers, I think!)

...Daydreaming (E.g. "Wahhh...look at his eyes!!", "OMG! Kissable lips! LOL!", "Hmm...where would I be if I'm not here at this hour...?", etc.)

...Toilet breaks (You see, I drink a lot of water these days because adequate supply of H20 is said to be helpful in promoting a clear and healthy skin. I hope this is true coz I drink a lot of water lately....not to mention the frequent toilet visits when I'm at work! Hee...)

...Keeping track on each minute and hour. ("When is lunch break?", "How many minutes more to go back home?", "When is this and that?", etc....Ok, ok, I'm only joking about this coz when I get busy, I don't even have the time to look at my watch and it's obviously not true if you say that I'm not motivated to work...hehe...but, don't you do the same thing when it's a few minutes to lunch break or leave office?)

...Attending meetings (Erm, the accurate word is tagging along. My boss assigned a senior colleague to teach me things. She said, "You will learn a lot from him. From now on, do as he says and follow him to meetings and anywhere else..." So, I've been tagging along for more than a week now...erm, except to toilets and other funny places. Hehe. What were you thinking about? Hah! Your brain is possibly 80% corrupted!! Shame on you... *shakes head*)


Haa...there you go. Those are some of the things I do everyday at work since last week. Hehe. More updates soon. Anyway, time to sleep. Nites!

Another chapter starts...

It's been a week since I joined Company A. So, what can I say?

Overall, everything seems ok. I'm quite surprised that I'm actually utilising some of my technical knowledge and certain things that I studied in Uni at work now. So, it is not really that bad even though I've never imagined myself in a department like this. Anyway, on the whole, everything seems ok...

Every weekday morning starts with a slow bumper-to-bumper crawl all the way up to Bayan Lepas. Gahh... That's how I start my day! And after work, I've to go through the same thing again! Damn. It would be so much better if my house is located just right beside Company A...which is obviously impossible! Heh! Oh well...the traffic jam is nothing actually. It's expected and I'm not complaining either.

Anyway, there's another thing I forgot to tell or ask. How can you concentrate on work without being distracted by your "quite good looking" colleague who happens to be the one ordered by the boss to teach you things? HEhe. I bet my eyes are darn happy to go to work everyday. Well, I said my eyes...and not myself. Who would love waking up as early as 6.15am each day just to drag her ass to get stuck in a massive traffic jam? Anyway, this is just the beginning to years of working and living a routine life.

Now I understand why most of my friends prefer studying over working....but it's still too early to hear me complaining about that...

*Oh yea, another thing! My beloved notebook really "died", to be exact, the HDD died. I replaced it with a new one, but the problem is....I lost everything, ALL my documents, except those that I managed to back up before it decided to....erm, die. *sobs*

Not dead yet...

"Your blog is dead...or in coma lah!"

That's what a friend told me. So, here I am...typing a few words just to tell you that I'm not dead yet. The blog is obviously very much alive, just a little inactive. Hehe.

I've been very busy since I got back to Penang. So, there won't be much updates for the time being...even though I have lots of things to talk about. Hee...

Anyway, time to sleep! See you in Dreamland!

/End

It was a funny feeling. A few hours before my last exam paper yesterday, I felt a bit different. It wasn't about being nervous prior to an exam. I just felt like I couldn't breathe. I felt like I wasn't my true self, not to mention the irregular heartbeats.

For almost three hours, I was busy with the exam paper...and when it was time to pass up, I realized something. The feeling was still there. It was 3pm and I knew that I would be leaving the jungle in an hour's time.

I went back to my hostel room, packed and brought back everything (I threw away a lot of things also. Heh!). So, it's officially the end of that chapter of life.

No more exams or textbooks for the time being. The next chapter starts this Monday. But, before that I've already started thinking of another chapter in two to three year's time. To continue studies or to focus on career advancement?

See? I always think too far ahead. I guess that's a big problem! Hee...

Exploded...

People say I'm a very bad tempered person and I believe that I am what people say, only sometimes. They suggested anger management but I took it lightly.

...but yesterday, I was so angry over some matters that I nearly killed two idiots!

I seldom speak vulgar words in real life but if you were around yesterday, I bet you would be shocked with my fluency in vulgarities.

All the while, when I feel like shit, I would type things out in a Words document using my notebook. The things I typed or blogged need not necessarily be published in my blog (Yes, I have a lot of unpublished posts!) ...but since my notebook is temporarily dead, I can't even type a single word. I wanted to come here (computer lab) to release everything in my blog but I was too weak. Yesterday was really a bad day as I was also down with diarrhea and four times of toilet rush were enough to keep me tired.

I had no choice but to search around for other methods to control my anger. I didn't know I would be so angry until I lost appetite to eat. I can't even sleep. I can't do anything at all. Didn't even feel like talking to anyone.

Now, I feel so much better. What I did was simple. Watch a few of my favourite dramas (to get myself distracted) and get my ass to settle some of the problems.

Anger will never help if one doesn't get started on managing problems.

So who says I have problems with anger management?

Surviving the notebook-less period

It has been five days since my beloved notebook decided to take a long break. It has been performing well, and non-stop without taking a rest since 2004. It knows that I'm completing my final semester soon. So, it went into "sleep" mode without even saying goodbye or giving any signs. *Sigh* I didn't even manage to back up some of my very important documents. I hope it's just the system's faulty and not the whole damn thing! If not, I'll probably become gila again because all the very important documents are damn....important!

I can't remember how I survived the first 8 weeks of stay at Uni when I was in my first semester. I didn't have my notebook with me yet back then and I obviously still hated books at that time. Now, I really can't imagine how I'm going to survive the remaining 11 days here without my notebook! Oh yea, luckily I still have a book to read here...and I mean, a book I would love to read at anytime and not my text books!

Life is so damn boring without my notebook, especially when I'm stuck here in the jungle for my final two weeks. Well, I know I should be spending hours preparing for my exams but.... hmm, alright! I'm going back to my room now to study for tomorrow's paper. Gtg. Ciao.

Grand Finale

I'm going back to the jungle tomorrow for the final battle! I'm a bit excited and also sad because it will be my final two weeks stay at Uni. I'm feeling a bit nervous at the same time as I still can't believe that I'm going to work at Company A starting from 21st May. (By the way, as anticipated, Company B called me the other day but it was too late. I've already signed the employment contract with Company A).

Anyway, I need to tell you something. I'm bloody annoyed with Mum lately. She has been asking too much about that irritating course mate, Choc Stalker. Well, she knows who's who in my circle of friends but she never asked so much about him before! After learning about her daughter going back to Uni with this fella (I'm forced to get someone to accompany me ok? Mum has always been over-protective of me and she's super scared that kidnap, rape, murder, etc. cases might occur! 'Nuff said!), she gets all so excited that she can't stop asking things about this guy! Damn. Mum being Mum, I know her style. When she thinks I'm "close" to a certain male friend, she will ask a lot...about that guy. That's what she did when I dated my ex. Gahh...

*Irritated*

Maybe I need to remind Mum that Choc Stalker is a no-no. Even if the sun decides to rise on the West side, he is still out of the list. To add into what I've just said, that course mate can't even qualify himself into the top 10 ranking of potentials. Haha. Oops. Damn. He's JUST a friend ok? Don't think so much! Hee...

Alright, enough of craps! Remember to wish me luck and pray for my exam ok? :)

Ciao. Take care.