It was Saturday morning. As I was bored usual, I browsed a few property developers’ websites (my favourite thing to do whenever I’m free…haha) and I stumbled upon an architect’s website. I was amazed with almost everything there, until the moment I saw the professional’s resume.
This architect and most of her colleagues or teammates actually graduated from UPM. Initially, I thought the architecture (majoring in landscaping) course they took was only open to Science students but I was wrong. I went to check the book of university entries and found that the course is actually open to both Science and Arts students BUT I didn’t apply for it!
Bloody hell! I missed the opportunity to study something interesting! Gah!! I could have been offered a place to study that exciting course there! And I might possibly be a professional architect majoring in landscaping and interior designing after graduation! *Wakes up from daydreaming* Aiihh…. Isn’t it too late now? Sheesh!
That evening, when I was on my way back to Uni by bus, I couldn’t sleep. Normally, I would seize every opportunity to slumber but I just can’t fall asleep as the brain was filled with my newfound passion in architecture, buildings and related stuff. Three years ago, I was ignorant of this passion in me as I only developed interest in this area sometime after I entered Uni. I knew I wouldn’t get a place there too if I had applied for it three years ago. Well, it’s not about regretting what I’m doing now, as I’m already in my final year. I just want to finish whatever I’m studying right now and get my ass out of this oh-so-boring place as soon as possible.
I really can’t wait to finish studies. I’m kind of excited to enter the next stage of my life too but if given a chance, I would really like to study or delve on things I’m interested in. I always have this mindset of “Life is short, we should always get the most out of it” BUT will time allow? Damn. I believe there’s no such crap as “too late” for anything as long as we put in some effort to strive for whatever we want but it could be impossible as we only have 24 hours each day. It would be ideal if there were another ten years between age 20 and 30 to make it a total of 20 years of gap. That would be adequate. Hehe. I’m greedy!
I know most people would think I’m such a nerd since I like studying so much. Truth is, I don’t really like to study, but I love to explore my passion and interests. See the difference now? What I found on that website made me uncomfortable. I’m not satisfied with what I’m doing now. So, I made an unexpected resolution. I’ve decided to get a second degree, a qualification in something I really like once I start a new job but on second thought, it would be insane to get another degree while working. It would certainly be too taxing to juggle between studies, work, relationship and family. How am I going to divide myself into a few parts to fulfill the four different obligations in just 24 hours’ time? Damn. See the relevance of having 36 hours a day now?
Oh, speaking of furthering studies, I’m actually torn between two options. Should I proceed with my passion in architecture, or continue with the long-term target of getting an MBA? The problem is I have interest in both areas but I can’t be doing both things at the same time. I could save a lot if I opt for architecture as it could be done locally and also on a part time basis while I focus on my job. On a contrary, it has always been a dream to get my ass out of this country to earn that piece of qualification called MBA at a certain age. If I were to continue with a second degree, I might need to postpone my long-term target unless I win lottery (which is impossible, as I don’t gamble! And don’t ask me to marry a rich man too coz I don’t fancy the idea of selling myself for the sake of realizing my dreams or to obtain something…I’m not that desperate yet… ) Bleh!!
You may think that I’m crazy coz I actually needn’t think so much on all these things now but do I have a choice? I reckon it’s better to start planning now (with a few alternatives and back-up plans in mind) before I get more headaches when the time comes. After all, I’m not a last minute kaki like you! *Rolls eyes* Now, I’m torn between a few alternatives as I need to thoroughly consider the time, age, responsibility and financial factors! Oh well, guess I need to consult more peeps on this issue. What have you got to say? Mind to share? Any opinions?
*I'm so damn tired. I have five classes today from morning till night. It's just like working from 8am to 5pm, continue with OT from 8pm to 11pm! Aiihh...I need a massage!
***Update: I went to check a few public and private institutions' websites, made enquiries and asked a friend who's an architect regarding my enthusiasm in architecture. The answer I get isn't satisfying. There's no such thing as studying architecture on a part time basis. I could only get that piece of qualification if I allocate three to four years for its full time studies. So, I guess it's pretty clear that I should continue with the initial plan of getting an MBA at a certain age...but if there's an opportunity next time, I wouldn't mind spending a few years on architecture. Well, it's still too early to decide on exploring my passion as I still have other plans in mind and need to fulfill some personal obligations before I focus on that area...
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